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Saturday, October 5, 2013

~leave 4 sure~

kalau sebelum ni, tinggal kan tempet keje dulu tapi datang balik keje kat tempat sama...
reason???tempat keje yang baru tu x de consideration...
tapi this time???
i'll leave the company for sure...
won't come back for the previous company anymore...







these are among my ex-colleagues....

feeling???
of course happy got a new job...
pay pun nice...I mean just nice untuk sara diri n other expenses...
yet...
ad mixed feeling di situ...
happy dapat keje baru... yet sedih nak tinggal kan kawan2 kat tempat keje lama...
this is just a normal feeling...

ad lagi satu feeling yang semacam agak x seronok...
got a new job means I have to leave my parents at my hometown...
means i've disappointed my 1st brother n sist in law which they really hope that I would settle down in Kelantan n look after my parents...
ingin di perjelas kan di sini...
its not that i don't want to settle down in Kelantan...
I'd love to...
in fact I feel worry about them...
who would bring them to hospital...
to go to anywhere they wanted to go...
who would look after them if they were not feeling well...

serabut???
YES....
sangat serabut...
x masuk keje pun lagi...
dah sibuk tanya bila nak balik....
adoyai...
pastu soalan yang memang x tau n malas nak jawab...
company 2 x de kat Kelantan ke???
kalau ad mintak la balik Kelantan...
bila boleh balik keje Kelantan???
n bla bla bla...
oh ma ma....
bagi la den masuk keje dulu...
x kan la belum ap2 dah nak tanya soalan bukan2...
sabar...ingat orang x nak balik Kelantan ke???

lagi satu soalan yang memang x leh blah...
sape nak g ambik ubat ayah lepas ni???
serious x tau nak jawab ap....
at the end... my answer is...
"kalau mcm tu orang x yah g keje lah...biar ma n ayah sara orang sampai bila2..."
camana tu???
adoi...pening...
keje pun salah...x keje pun salah...

lagi satu yang x seronok...
my 1st brother n sist in law semacam lain ever since I told them about the new job I got...
x tau camana nak explain kat diorang so that they would understand me...


dihah: stress tengok air muka ma yang semacam x ikhlas melepas kan diri ku keje jauh dari dia...
               kalau sebab dapat keje tapi relationship dengan adik beradik jadi renggang baik x yah keje camni...
          den tension la macam ni...
        



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